Nicole Yorty

HUPDATE

2003-07-15T02:17:48Z

Hey guys!

ROOMIT! I texted ur cell, did u get it? I hope you're enjoying Canada. Have fun!

For the record just let me say I cannot WAIT to be back at SU. lol...neone else feel the same? ;-) Roomit, my Big told me our room has internet hookup issues, so I'm going into the office sometime this week and I'm going to tell them to fix it BEFORE we get there so you and I hopefully don't have to deal with a dysfunctional room! Let me know if there's anything you think we will need.

How are you all doing? What is new? Not too much to speak of...talk to you all soon!

HALLOOOOOO!

2003-07-05T22:58:34Z

Hey guys,

Amundle, just go. LOL...if you have a good time, you'll be SO happy, and if you have a bad time, at least you went and tried. That's my opinion. :-)

Roomit, sorry to hear about the car. I hope you have a GREAT time in Canada, EH? :-)

Got my marimba, Mabel is HOTT and OMG it sounds GREAT! I cannot wait to move into PG just so I can play her like ALL the time. I'm bored as F here at home, SO ready to go back to SU. I don't wanna do work, but at least I'll have stuff to do AND I'm gonna be able to have some KICK ASS times on the weekends!

Boys are boys. No matter what, I never win, so whatever. I'm here, "Let them come to me."

Hope you all have a great week and all. Talk to you later!

NEWS!

2003-06-26T02:01:49Z

OMG my roomit are you okay?!? What hapd? You rearend him? Well, all I have to say is that everyone has their one. You just gotta get back behind the wheel and keep truckin'.

My cousin's gf tries to hook me up with a guy, only for Ashleigh to tell me that he is my third cousin, just like she is. Oh joy.

Summer class is gettin' crazy. Big paper due tomorrow, more quizzes, and mid-term next week! NUTS! But I'm SO glad I don't have to take it during school!

Not too much else new. Teaching Bible School this week, Marimba came, whatev. Talk to you soon. And thanks for the letter Amundle! :-)

MARIMBA!!!!!!!!!!

2003-06-24T03:17:03Z

Thanks to you guys for the birthday wishes! Sorry I couldn't chat long (or even get you at all Amundle) because things are just crazy busy right now, but thank you! It was a pretty good day, I was shocked because Chris called too, so whatev.

GOT MY MARIMBA TODAY!!! I haven't even seen the crate bcuz I taught Bible School while Dad and the uncles put it in the garage. I'll get there eventually.

What's new? Amanda, I SOOO need Dutch Blitz to show ppl! Umm, still confused about Chris but trying not to think about it all, busy as heck with this summer class, teaching lessons, and this week teaching Bible School at church...

Please GOD NO meeting of the minds!!! *Nicole pleads* LOL...I miss SU so much and hanging out with people but I don't miss drama. haha...

Okay, updates please...I'll talk to you guys in a while!

for those who care

2003-06-15T03:10:10Z

Hello my little livejournal darlings,

Newest info for those who care is marimba is soon to arrive (this week hopefully!) AND the more life-shaking part is Chris told me last night he wants to take a break to date other people. (WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND I GUESS!!!) I am okay, mostly relieved to know what the hell is going on (sort of)...he realized he needs to do his thing and party and be with friends and date...whatever. If it's meant to be it will happen, and if not, then I guess I wasn't. Yeah...I sound like I don't care...I DO, but I'm trying to be realistic, and he said he still wants to be friends and all, so whatever. We'll see how it goes. SOOO Nicole is currently single, bored as F***, and can't wait to get hittin' the frats with my Big and Heather Feather!

Love to you all!

nothing new as usual

2003-06-13T03:50:58Z

Hey guys, nothing new as usual, at least nothing of much interest.

Roomit, I'm amused at the orange. I wanna see pictures. :-)

Working for my Dad on Saturdays, taking my history night class now, and teaching (now NINE) percussion kids at SU. It's weird being on campus until like 9 at night and then not going to the dorms. Oh well...I can't wait to get back there, but at the same time not. I want to go party and have fun, but I don't want work. Work blows.

Welp, hope all is well. Send ya hugs!

updation, or something like it

2003-06-04T03:35:38Z

Hi guys, hope all is well. Jack shit to update you on. I send hugs...enjoy your June. :-)

UPDATION

2003-05-30T03:10:44Z

Yeah, so the Chris thing...yeah. I lied. It's all okay. Just talked to him. Disregard the entire thing. :-)

newest update (aren't u just THRILLED?) ;-)

2003-05-30T01:23:01Z

Newest updates quickly for my livejournal family who may care...lol.

1-No marimba yet. Scheduled to ship next week. Who the hell knows...whatever!

2-Chris told me he wants a break. "Too monotonous, needs time with his friends"...don't ask me, I don't get it either. Best part is it was the day before he came with my family and I to the hunting camp. The break officially started after the trip. Trip went GREAT! He still wanted the break...I'm still trying to figure things out. Whatev...

3-Got drunk for the first time EVER at hunting camp with the family! Jim Beam and Coke ROCKS! Rem everything until I went to bed...only was a bit dizzy next morning. GREAT FUN! Definitely going to be doing more of that...lol.

4-Ashleigh is home THANK GOD! Hanging with her, teaching lessons at SU, waiting to move to PG, and whatever else.

Home is boring, but much better than schoolwork, so I'll keep it for now! Hope all is well with you guys...don't know too much else of interest! BYE! :-)

Hey Dudists

2003-05-21T17:13:33Z

well i've got this thing back & running, haha, for now neways. it's amusing reading my old entries from december. everything that mattered then is all so trivial now...that's how life is. the things u worry about the most are totally useless in like a few months. RETARDED.

i don't know a whole lot to tell u that is of much interest. no job, no store. everything is too expensive, so i guess we're going to do auctions for now. yay (dripping sarcasm). marimba is scheduled to ship next week. somehow things got off schedule, but oh well. moving to PG...sometime. not sure i'm ready to live all alone in a big house in a new neighborhood, where it gets dark and no one is there with u. eeee...we'll see how it goes! Ashleigh comes home soon THANK GOD...she's like the only person from this valley i can talk to nemore besides family. disgusting. i have no one to hang out with. it's sad...but then again, who cares? i'd rather have 2 real friends that 20 shitty ones. Chris is Chris (though i'm sure u guys don't care). Going with the fam to hunting camp Friday through Monday. Uncle Andy will be there, Chris is coming with...it's liable to be an interesting weekend lol.

i dunno how often i'll be on here. we'll see. call me if u want me. :-) have a great weekend...luv yas.

GET ME OUT!!!

2003-01-05T03:52:10Z

I really, seriously cannot take being home anymore. I feel like I’m stuck in this non-learning RUT and I can’t take that!!! I just need to get OUT…I don’t know how I’m going to survive this summer!!!

I'm glad Kim that things are going decently...just try to have a nice time AS FRIENDS. Amundle, LOL i never heard u snore but then again i sleep like a log once asleep. :-) i cannot WAIT til we get back to SU. in fact, i'm so eager to get there that i'm thinking of skipping church and all sunday morning just to get to SU at like 10!!! I NEED TO BE IN MY "OWN" ROOM!!!

welp, i've offically come to my "frustration" phase of the year. i always have a point where i feel like i'm in a "rut" and i AM! i have not practiced in forever, i feel like i suck, i have not learning NETHING really besides new gossip and comic books stories, i can't stand being home anymore, i feel like ALL my goals are years away! i wanna teach! i wanna have a fulfilling career! get married! have a family! BE HAPPY! but no no...it's years away. damn...this just sucks. and to top it all off, i have this increasing fear that now that i'm like falling head over heels for chris that he's going to be like "My core is now my life. i want to be full time marine" and he'll go to iraq and that will be that. :-( i dunno...its just a mood i suppose. but i mean i dunno...i'm in love now...and at that phase in that love i suppose where i'm afraid i'm going to lose it. and at the same time i don't want to cling bcuz then i'll REALLY lose it! AGH!!!!!!!!!!!

welp im done venting. i've had enough...i'm going to finish my convo wiht chris' mom on AOL and go to bed. home is too damn stressful. we should just live in smith forever and come home for a week or so every now and then. thats how i feel about it.

HEARD FROM CHRIS!!! sort of

2003-01-03T05:11:11Z

Hey dudists,
Welp today has sure been an ironic day! Woke up from a dream that chris came home, phone rings, mom answers, here it's tina calling to say chris called home this morning, so i couldn't go back to sleep i was so smiley and happy, called her, heard how he is, went to the store, only to find that bcuz i left my cell off i missed a call from him! but he left a message on my voice mail :-) so it was nice to hear his voice...then i had called a teacher of mine and she asked about him! lol, only to get off to see some of his friends walk by the store...SOOO ironic (or coincidental) but either way i can no longer hide from the fact that i love him and need him in my life and i hope that his feelings haven't changed for me or i'll just die! 29 days or less til i go see him graduate!!! :-)

not too much else is new. the store was dead today because of this bad weather shit going on and starting up, so i got a haircut (i LIKE it!!!) and got my eyebrows waxed for the first time! it actually went ok, only made me jump a little when she pulled it off, and i like how that turned out too. good stuff...

well i don't know too much else, bcuz i want to get to bed soon bcuz i work from like here on out...ugh...but i NEED the money...i've only spent and spent all vacation, i could KICK myself!!! and i want to save for a marimba..i scoff at myself... i AM trying!!! just not hard enough i guess... :-/ ... oh well! hope to talk to u all soon! luv you and miss u puttys! and kim, i hope u update us soon on CT..oh i pray its going well...amundle, what the hell's new?!? ;-) gnite girls!

haha updating already

2003-01-01T05:47:30Z

ok so i just updated like a minute ago...i just figured i hate commenting on the thing so i'll just add thsi LOL

yeah there is somethign with the name john over this break...MAN! roomit of mine, all i can tell u is try to have fun. relax..."time will tell" and most importantly "if it's meant to be, it will happen"...yeah yeah, i know, everyone's thinking "nicole is not hleping at all" right now...but oh well, i tried. i send a hug!!!

amundle as for ur comments before of missing us ( i think yesterdays entry i didnt read til today) I AM DYING HERE!!! first off i'm wondering waht the signs are that u have stomach ulcers because i felt so horrid today it's just like "omg, is the stress going to give me ulcers"...agh. but i just cant stand being home ...mostly because of hte WASTED TIME!!! i could be practicing right now!!! i could be hanging out with you guys right now!!! for pete's sake, i could've had a lesson tonite, and that's just disturbing to ALMOST miss that! i just really REALLY miss practicing and doing useful things with my time...i feel like i've wasted my life for the past month...LOL. i know i know, thats a lie, but i really feel that most of the day is wasted...its sick.

welp, i hope u guys are alright. I NEED TO TALK TO KARA!!! i miss her somethign FIERCE and i emailed lindsey and i talk to roomit and amundle...and kara's jsut out there....LOL...hopefully i'll talk to her soon.

welp guys, im off tomorrow so im hoping that "sleepytime" can last til like lunchtime...im beat.

luv yas, and ttyl!

today

2003-01-01T05:40:58Z

Hey guys...the funeral went okay today...as okay as a funeral can be! the military service part was really impressive...my pap served in WWII, so the veterans came and all...it was nice. i went out with the blyler's tonite...bobby and andy to visit ugh, these old deadbeat's from school's apartment, but of course they werent't there...to make a long confusing story short it was boring AS HECK and i stayed to watch the ball drop and then got up and had blyler bring me home. i was disgusted at how boring things can be here, and how many people just uselessly waste their time! i mean LOL when we waste OUR time, at least we're REALLY laughing or usually having fun doing it...hell usually i'm at least socializing online! ai yi yi ... whatever. i really miss chris...I GOT A LETTER TODAY!!! OMG I can't believe i almost forgot to mention that!!! THE FIRST LETTER IN A MONTH!!! i was SOOO psyched!!! he told me the poem i wrote him a while ago really was "uplifting" and he told me to keep the letters coming. though he is busy and doesn't have time to read them all at once, he wnats them. he did really good on his shooting stuff, and is back at the barracks again i guess. i got his letter from christmas today, so he doesn't know about pap yet. :-/ i guess he does now...

welp im going to go. im tired as heck and im afraid if i stay on much longer i'm liable to say somethign REALLY stupid...LOL

luv yas, goodnite AND i hope u had a good new years!

updation

2002-12-31T03:08:22Z

Well one stress thing is out the door!!! i had johnny call tonite, i talked to him about the dating thing, and explained how i have feelings but im involved with chris right now and it'd be best to just be good friends, and he TOTALLY understood and he said that with him being away, it just wouldn't be fair to me because he's so far so long. it was GREAT!!! a totally cool, relaxed, understanding convo...couldn't be happier. he said we'll always be friends, he's gonna keep writing, and who knows what he'll meet in NC! SO that was grand. went to ash's house for supper with my otehr family tonite.. :-) ... was gonna maybe go out with johnny and bobby but went to ash's instead. we'll see...either tomorrow nite i'll go with ash or i'll hang out at the blyler's with johnny and bobby and all just as friends. i SOOOO want to tell chris about my decision to have no break, but everyone says jsut wait til he's home, so i gotta try my best to keep my mouth shut. LOL...

im bummed that we couldnt find the rabbit to go with pap...but we put in a thing of his whatever (like group) he was with in the war, a symbol of that, and a picture of me, mom, and dad that is really nice....

welp, just wanted to let u know that all was well with the johnny thing, and im alrighty...talked to chris' mom all about the johnny thing and OMG its great...we're so close. she was glad i talked to her and happy to hear that i found my own answer. she told me im an angel, because im saying no to a want of mine to be with the one i love. its great...and even nicer, tina and dave r coming tomorrow! tina said that its not the best way for them to meet my mom, but they're coming because she said that im practically family and they wnat to be there.

luv u's, MISS YOUS, adn if someone talks to kara, tell her i MUST talk to her!! I MISS HER HORRIBLY!

the rain is slowing down...(knock on wood)

2002-12-30T15:58:12Z

Hey guys...well "when it rains, it pours" is still in effect, but I guess it's getting better slowly. my car has to get hauled down to a honda dealer thursday...who the $#!@ knows when things will get straightened out vehicle wise.

As for the Johnny thing, THANK GOD for my Uncle Andy!!! He helped me organize my thoughts and to sum it up, I just have too much to lose with Chris to dick around "dating" other people. Dating is just not an option when you are in love with someone else. I've decided that I'm done with the whole "break" thing. It's a dumb idea. It's all or nothing, and my all is going to Chris. Hopefully he still wants it.

Pap's funeral is tomorrow. :-/ But I'm definitely ready for closure. i need it, and so does my family. i think i'm just going to stay home new years eve, unless Ashleigh comes home early from being out with the boy, but i doubt it, which is fine. i'll stay home with the family, probably waste time ;-), and just be here. won't be the first time and probably won't be the last LOL.

How are you all doing? Keep in touch!

OH WHAT A MESS!!!!

2002-12-29T05:17:54Z

OMG guys...HELP!!! Okay, this is just not good. I IM'd johnny tonite and i decided that u know i'd just ask him "so what is up with us now neways" and to make a long story short, he wants to go out, so it looks like we will be getting together sometime this week!!! possibly even going out new years eve!!! :-/ This could be VERY VERY bad!!! i'm so SOO lost as it is, and i mean it would have been SO much easier had he just said "im not interested in u" but OH NO. oh guys, i need help SOO bad. everyone i talk to is just like "oh man, i dont know what to tell u"...GRAND! and waht am i going to tell chris?!?!? or my "inlaws"?!?!?!? I don't know how to check comments, so just write it in your journal or email me back yorty@pa.net wow...im in such a predicament...

pap has passed...

2002-12-28T04:43:28Z

Well guys, it's finally happened. we got a call today, pap had another stroke they thought, and soon after dad let me go out with my friend for the day, they got the call that he had passed away and i found out tonite then. what can u do? i need to be SO positive...he is out of all his suffering and misery now and with my mam again in peace. it's just rough. thank goodness i have my friends and chris' mom tina to comfort me...what i would do without everyone i just don't know. just wanted to let you guys know...keep me updated on your things! luv ya

if it's not one thing, it's another :-/

2002-12-27T16:34:29Z

Hi guys...i figured i'd just update this before i go out for the day. we got a call this morning from schuylkill center, the place where my pap is staying. they told my dad that pap had a stroke today they think, and they're not sure how long he's going to be around. they are not even sure that if we drove up that we'd make it in time. my car died again, so we have no vehicle to get there anyways! dad said he doesn't need to "watch". i'm a bit bummed out because the last time i saw him was when tina and i went out,and i don't remember giving him a kiss goodbye because he was eating and all in the big cafe and i didn't want to wig him out or anything. :-/ but there's nothing i can do now! he knows we love him...so i thought i'd stay home but dad told me to go out for the day with my older friend sandy anyways, so i will. maybe it will keep me distracted...what a bummer though. we never got out for christmas and couldn't go yesterday bcuz my car acted up..."if it's not one thing, it's another"...just wanted to let you guys know...talk to u later

IT'S ON!!!

2002-12-24T20:51:32Z

Hey puttys,
Well, apparantly I have this working...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I send you all a big hug, luv ju's!!! :-)

I AM HERE! :-)

2002-12-24T05:08:01Z

Hey guys!!! I MISS YOU ALL!!! :-( Well hopefully i have this thing figured out. not too much new today, just worked. talked to johnny last night ;-) and it was "flirty" so teehee hopefully if all goes as planned we'll be hanging out sometime. OMG talk about presents!!! i went to the motto's the other nite to exchange presents and got SHOWERED with them! i had like eight presents no lie...i felt SOO spoiled. but my inlaws to be love me :-) and it was very nice of them. but yes, that situation with chris and me and johnny and all is still just as confusing and frustrating as ever. details at 11. LOL (what nite i dunno!) ;-) HA! well i am going to stop this now bcuz i'm not sure what im doing! lol...talk to u soon! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!